I am so happy. Smiling, serene, and happy. This may not seem like a big deal until you hear that my van�s transmission is broken, I have no means of transportation other than my husband�s stick shift (snicker), and money is tight, as usual. But I am happy. I�m focusing on the good in my life, and immediately, more of it shows up. Hero hasn�t played much EQ in the last week, he�s given me more time to myself, and those moments let my mind relax. I�ve realized my problem with perfectionism, and how I need to let the housework go a little and take more time for myself. I�ve got a long way to go to be any good at that, but I�ve started adding, �RELAX!� to my to-do list. And I got a job. Eight hours a week, working graphic design from home, for my friend who is a founder of this company. It�s the perfect job: working from home, setting my own hours, good pay and the very strong possibility of more hours in the future. And since the universe aligns, we ran into a coworker of Hero�s at the mall Friday, who spends every Friday there with his son, who is about Pearl�s age. So the guys can meet up, have lunch, bond. Pearl gets to play with another kid, and I get blessed peace and quiet while working at home. Maybe even a little time to myself, if they go to lunch, too.
So my transmission is trashed. So what? I have faith that God will provide, even if I don�t see how. I will be taken care of, and all I have to do is remember that. Peace. Serenity. Faith and hope. Yes, I am definitely happy.
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LATELY
My New Page - 2006-04-15
Life is a Magic Thing, Woah. - 2005-11-18
No Dooce for You! - 2005-11-09
The Nicest Thing Anyone Has Ever Said To Me - 2005-09-05
Ugh. Grunt. Some Other Stuff. - 2005-09-01
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all words � ME, 2005.